Midnight Squatchapalooza 6H Timed Race

It’s been a while since I’ve posted here and a large part of the reason for that has been due to a lack of races the last year and a half, but a smaller, yet still significant part has been a lot of life changes that have just made it more difficult to carve out the time to keep this blog up, though I hope to continue to dedicate more time to it now, and in the future. In the past two years since I have posted, I have finished my Masters of Business Administration at Bentley University, moved into an apartment with my girlfriend in Revere, Massachusetts, worked at Bank of America, moved to my girlfriends’ parents’ house in New Jersey for a year due to the pandemic, left Bank of America, moved into another apartment with my girlfriend in Norwalk, Connecticut, and started a new job. In that time, I have also had my share of ups and down’s involving running. Some of the ups include setting a new Marathon PR of 2:49:37 at the Baystate Marathon in October 2019 and taking part in the Quarantine Backyard Ultra in April 2020. Some of the downs included DNFing my first Ultra at the TARC Fall Classic 50 Mile in September 2019 and taking two months off for a stress fracture in my tibia in September 2020. 

Race Start! Photo by Greg Hudson

I have recently started racing again as the pandemic has wound down and it has definitely put a spring back in my step, in terms of my love for running. I have always been a racer at heart and it had been really tough to keep up my motivation with a lack of races. For right now, my primary goal is to run a new PR at the Boston Marathon in October, but with more races opening up, and the fact that I had not run an Ultra in just about two years, I felt called to find one and run one, which led me down to the Midnight Squatachapalooza 12H/6H Timed Race in Columbus, NJ put on by Sassquad Trail Runners. As an aside, one of the things that left me even more motivated to run this race was seeing others begin to race again as well. I attribute part of the reason for having such a positive race to watching all the awesome guys and girls running at Western States and in the Olympic Trials. It was just a great week(end) all around for running and I really felt like I capitalized on the energy surrounding that. 

As the title of this post suggests, the race did in fact start at Midnight, something I felt a bit underprepared for, if I’m being honest. I don’t have much night running experience, but that is one of the things I wanted to change since my goal is to eventually compete in longer races and Backyard Ultra’s that will certainly require that. In fact, I’ll be running the Mountain Lakes Backyard Ultra in New York in August, and that race starts at 6:30 PM, so this would be a great test run! On to the race…

I arrived at the Burlington County Fair Grounds in Columbus, NJ at about 11:00PM after a two-hour drive from my apartment in Norwalk. I quickly picked up my bib and started prepping for the race. I had planned six bottles of water mixed with Tailwind, or about one per hour. I also had one gel and a couple bags of potato chips, but I had planned to try and run completely off of liquids for this race since it was on the shorter side. Fast forward an hour later and I am standing on the starting line, not entirely sure what to expect from my first night ultra, and first timed format race for that matter. 

At 12:01 AM, we were off. For this race, we would be completing 2.5 Mile loops with about a third of the loop being on pavement, and the other two-thirds through grass fields. I am a bit directionally challenged when it comes to trail races, so my strategy was to stick behind at least one other person for the first lap, or until I felt confident in my ability to navigate the loop. We started on the pavement and turned onto the grass field after about a quarter of a mile. I will say that I was unprepared for how tall the grass was and how it would feel; almost like running on sand. I settled into third place as we moved into the middle of the first lap as I worked to steady my nerves. I knew that I was in good shape; I had been putting together 70-75 Mile weeks for the last two months. I also have a great coach, Kris Brown, whom I have been working with for the past few months. In addition to being a great all-around guy, Kris is an impressive ultra-runner, sporting a top-10 placing at the 2018 Western States. He is one of the coaches that is a part of the Chaski Endurance Collective, founded by Marathoner and Ultramarathoner Tyler Andrews (who previously coached me in 2019). I have been a part of this group for almost a year now and I can’t say enough good things about it. Kris helped me to carve out a good race plan in terms of both pacing and nutrition. For pacing, the goal was simple: hold a sub-8 average pace for as long as possible. I knew this would be a possibility due to the fact that the course only had 20 feet of elevation gain per mile, but I was worried about the heat and humidity, and how my stomach would react to a night race. Still, I felt prepared. When I hit the first mile in 7:29, I felt comfortable knowing that the effort was not super difficult and all systems felt normal. 

Mid-Race. Photo by Greg Hudson

Overall, the loop course was extremely well marked, and only featured a handful of turns. At no point during the race did I ever need to even think about where I was going so I could really dial in my focus. As we exited the grass portion of the loop for the first time and hit the pavement again, I picked up the pace to move to catch up to first. We came through the first loop together in 18:37. He stopped quickly, and I didn’t, so I pulled into the lead, which I would not relinquish for the rest of the race. I will say that the grass portion of the course was a touch slower than I expected; I was running about 20-30 seconds a mile quicker on the pavement with about the same effort. My fastest mile of the day was Mile 3 in 6:51, which I attribute to being mostly on the pavement and the adrenaline from moving into first. While I was running by myself now, I ran into the friendly headlamps of lapped runners by about mid-loop and this would continue to direct me for the rest of the night. In fact, I dropped my headlamp at the end of loop two and relied solely on my small hand-held flashlight. The headlamp was tight on my head anyway, so it wasn’t a big loss. I hit loop two in 18:19, my fastest loop of the day. 

Beginning loop three, I remarked at how strong I felt, of course, it was early, but I was nervous about planning my sleep and my fueling the day of the race. The previous morning, I had slept in as long as possible and took a nap in the afternoon and that seemed to have been enough. I went for something easy for dinner, just a sandwich around 7PM, and that also seemed like the right call. I finished loop three at 19:06 and reloading on my water bottle. My informal goal was to run about 16-18 loops, or about three loops an hour so that generally left me in a good place to refuel each hour. 

Loop four (19:43) and loop five (19:25) went down without a hitch, but I hit my first low point of the race on loop six. By now the adrenaline had worn off, and my stomach was starting to give me issues, probably because I’m usually asleep at 2AM, not running through open fields in the middle of New Jersey. I could feel my pace begin to flag and a bit of doubt start to creep in. I hit loop six in 20:04 and stopped to refuel, which helped. For loop seven (20:08) and loop eight (20:21), I had begun to settle into a new pace range right around eight minutes per mile. Overall, my legs were feeling good still as I began to approach the marathon mark. 

Loop nine again brought problems with my stomach and my pace began to drop to nine minutes a mile, where it would remain for most of the race. I had built up a pretty big buffer on sub-8 pace but really was not feeling great. I hit loop nine in 22:43, with my total time at right around three hours. I knew at that point 18 loops were probably out the window, so I focused on a new goal of getting in eight over the next three hours to go for 17 loops total. Loop ten came and went in 23:01 as my pace continued to hover around nine minutes a mile. By the time I hit the Marathon mark in 3:27:58 (7:56 Pace) I was still in a bad place. All of the liquid in my stomach was sloshing around and I felt like I was going to throw up. I tried to stop on the side of the trail and force it but to no avail. Maybe a quick stop was all I needed to settle my stomach and refocus though because I started to get a second wind as I came into loop eleven in 22:42. 

Post-Race Sasquatch 

One of the things that kept me motivated in this race was the fact that I had absolutely no idea who was behind me and whether or not they were closing. I figured as long as I kept everyone behind me though, I would be good. I hit loop twelve in 23:05 and the 50K mark in 4:12:37 for an 8:07 average pace. While I had dropped above a sub-8 average pace, I still felt very content with the race I had run thus far. Maybe it was the lack of elevation change, but my legs really still felt fresh. I hit loop thirteen in 23:39, my slowest loop of the day, but still very much in control and with a lot left to give. As I began on lap fourteen I felt like I could begin to see the first hints of the sun beginning to appear, a sign that my time on the course was beginning to dwindle. At this point, I knew it would be super tight for me to get in 17 loops, but I had an outside shot at it. The course record was 15 loops, so I knew I was pacing well to break that. I hit loop fifteen in 23:39. I told the timing guys I had two loops left in me and of course, they were goading me on to do three instead. I stopped for my last water bottle here and set off on loop fifteen. I accidentally left my flashlight at the aid station, but at this point, I didn’t need it anyway. 

All I could think about with each step was that I just had to pass each spot one more time, just one more time. I hit loop fifteen in 22:47 and began on my sixteenth lap. By this point, I had mentally accepted that this was the last lap of my race, baring being passed by another runner. I had already dropped my water bottle to free up my hands and I was really moving to pick up my pace. It was definitely a mentally challenging lap, even though I knew I was almost done. Everything must come to an end though, as I turned onto the pavement for one final time. I pulled down the pace to bring it in strong and finished loop sixteen in 20:34, my fastest loop since loop seven, for a total time of 5:37:23 and a total distance of 40.78 Miles for an 8:16 Pace. While I may have been able to just sneak in one more lap, I was more than content to take the win and the course record. While I missed my pace goal slightly, this run was probably my best ultra-performance thus far in my running career and by far the furthest I have ever run at a pace like this. I’ll definitely be attempting more of these timed races with flatter, shorter, and faster courses in the future. 

Thanks to the Sassquad Trail Runners and RD Kim Levinsky for putting on an amazing race! I’ll definitely be back to another one again in the future.

Loop Splits from Strava 

The North Face Endurance Challenge 50K

This was my first Ultramarathon since the 60 Miler at Ghost Train last October, and it felt great to be back! I signed up for this race only a few days prior after receiving a promotional code from a friend and learning that a few other friends were running. I had wanted to run this race last year, but at the time, it did not fit into my schedule, so I was excited to give it a shot! Truthfully, I went into this race a bit more ambitiously than I should have. I had not done the proper hill training and had been taking it relatively easy since my 2:52:16 (a new PR!) at the Boston Marathon in April.

Course Map!

This race took place at Wachusett Mountain and Leominster State Forest in Princeton, MA. It is the part of a larger series that includes New York, Massachusetts, Wisconsin, and culminates in a Championship Race in California in November. I expected a great race considering that the event was being put on by North Face, and it didn’t disappoint. The course was extremely well marked, which was comforting.

Elevation Profile

My day began with my alarm going off at 4:00 AM to drive an 1:15 to the race. I was shocked when I arrived at 6:00 AM and almost no one was there yet. As people gradually started to roll in, I picked up my bib number, and met up with my friends who were going to be racing their first ultra! Pretty soon, we were on the start line, mentally preparing for the 700ft climb in the first two miles.

 

Before the Summit at Mile 6

The race began, and we were immediately going up. It took a few minutes to settle in as we were on a single-track trail for the first half mile with everyone jockeying for position. We opened onto a larger fire road which allowed me to get into a better rhythm. I was trying to be relatively cautious for the first few miles but was pretty surprised to see my heart rate hovering in the high 170s for these first two miles. For the next three or four miles, we were heading slightly downhill before preparing for the first summit to the top of Wachusett Mountain. This was course was extremely technical, even more so than the Middlesex Fells at some points. I don’t consider myself that strong of a technical downhill runner so it was irritating to feel like I was losing time in these places. The course was also pretty wet and at Mile 6 I went down straight into the mud, covering my shoes. I was caught by my friends Pete and Mitch at about Mile 7 right as we began the first summit. This was one of the most technical climbs that I had ever done. I was literally on my hands summiting the 20-25% grade. At one point, we climbed almost 150ft feet in only a tenth of a mile. However, there was something quite exhilarating about it, especially when you reached the summit to see all the spectators who had taken up the chair lift! I reached the first checkpoint at Mile 7.1 in 10^th Place in 1:13:01 (10:17 Pace).

After the Second Summit at Mile 10

I began my fueling by using Tailwind mixed with water, and Mitch was kind enough to give me another one of his packets, but after that I was stuck relying on Hammer Nutrition for the rest of the day, which was not great, to say the least. I was a bit disappointed in the food selection at the aid stations. This was my first time running an ultra without some form of a loop, so I was at the mercy of the aid stations. All I really wanted was my Cape Cod 40% Reduced Fat potato chips! After the first summit, we took an equally technical downhill before looping back and attacking the climb once again. It certainly was not easier the second time. I crested the top for the second time with Pete and Mitch right behind me. I must have spent longer than I thought at the aid station as Mitch was out of sight by the time I left. At the second summit at Mile 9.4, I was still in 10^th Place in 1:43:24 (11:00 Pace).

Pete and I left the aid station and we ran the next few miles together. It was certainly a relief to get some less technical downhills for the first time all race! At the next aid station, we were told that we had a few people that were only 3-4 minutes ahead, so we focused on closing some distance on them. I lost Pete shortly after, and I was on my own for the rest of the race. For me, the unexpected thorn in my side was the trail that traversed between Wachusett and Leominster State Forest. I still felt strong on this section and had passed two people, but I was acutely aware that there were going to be some very tough climbs when we came back this way towards the finish. This section was also very technical and had some rock climbs similar to what the summit ascents were like. I came into the next aid station at Mile 16.4 in 8^th Place in 3:05:42 (11:19 Pace).

Wachusett to Leominster Traverse at Mile 15

At this point, I entered the easiest part of the course, which was about a five-mile loop on open fire trails. After a moderately sized climb, I was greeted with flat, fast, open downhill. This was my quickest mile of the race at 8:00, but again, I definitely need to work on my downhill and technical running. I was passed at this point by a guy going at least 6:30-6:45 pace during this section. During this loop, I also started to see more 50 Mile racers who had started their day two hours earlier at 5:00 AM. It was great to be able to cheer each other on, but it was also good for me to have something to focus on ahead of me. I reached the next aid station and refueled with more Hammer and grabbed half a peanut butter sandwich. I could definitely feel the temperature picking up and it felt scorching whenever I was in the sun. As I left this aid station, a woman there told me the next one would be in five miles. Since I was only carrying a 16oz handheld, I knew it would almost an hour before I reached the next aid station, which was not a good sign.

I must have misunderstood the course map, as I expected that we would complete the fire trail loop a second time, but instead, we followed another very technical single-track trail. At Mile 20 I could tell that I was starting to struggle due to the heat. My legs felt fine, but I just could not get my heart rate down. I was only a mile into this loop and I had already taken half of my water. My mile times started to creep up into the 12-13-minute range. All told, this felt like one of the longest hours of my life. I finally, came out of the trail as the course looped back to a previous aid station. I ended up reaching the 25.7 Mile checkpoint in 7^th Place in 4:51:29 (11:21 Pace). I spent a bit longer at this aid station then previous ones as I desperately needed more water. I gave up on the Hammer mix for the last few miles and switched solely to iced water. Leaving this aid station and again following the traverse from Leominster State Forest to Wachusett Mountain, I hit (to me) the most brutal uphill of the course, which was a technical 400ft climb. This was the point in the race where I was completely reduced to walking as I couldn’t run because my head was spinning so hard. This was by far the slowest and most painful mile of my race at just over 20 minutes. I had one guy go by me during this time, pushing me down to 8^th, and I expected more to follow him, but no one ever did. I figured the heat must have really been hurting people.

Leominster to Wachusett Traverse at Mile 26

After this mile, I was finally able to switch back to running. Taking the time to get my heart rate and breathing back under control paid off. Feeling much better now, I actually caught up to and passed the guy who had breezed right by me just two miles before. Now back in 7^th place, and with three miles to go, I felt much stronger and wanted to put some distance between myself and the 4-5 runners I assumed were right on my tail.

With about a mile and a half to go, the course opened up to a rolling fire road before dropping down to the finish. I quickly stopped at the last aid station about a mile before the finish to grab water and to check to see if anyone was behind me. During the last few miles, I kept expecting the course to finally start dropping downhill to the finish, but it never really did until the last half mile, which went straight downhill. Finally, I crossed the Finish Line in 7^th Overall in 6:04:14 (11:50 Pace)!

I truly underestimated just how hard this course would be. I had the technical experience with the TARC Winter Fells Ultra, but not the elevation experience. I definitely have a lot of things to improve on going forward if I want to be more competitive, especially my technical downhill running. Right now, I have a few events on my schedule over the few months, mainly the TARC Summer Classic 40 Mile in August, the TARC Fall Classic 50 Mile in September, and the Ghost Train Trail Race 100 Mile in October. However, I jumped into this race on a whim, so who knows, I may just do it again!

I also want to give a shout out to my friends, Mitch Graves (6^th, 6:00:24) and Pete Taglino (31^st, 7:07:19) for finishing their first ultramarathons!

Finally, I have made my activity public on Garmin Connect in case anyone is interested in looking at splits, elevation etc. https://connect.garmin.com/modern/activity/3728051685

Finish!

Ghost Train Trail Race Race Recap - "Success is not Final, and Failure is not Fatal"

It’s taken me a bit longer than usual to put together a race recap as I have been working through what I wanted to say in this post over the past few days. I didn’t necessarily make it a secret that I was going for my first 100 Mile finish. I had signed up for this race on January 1^st, 2018 proclaiming that “this was going to be the year” I ran 100 Miles. I had also written about it in previous blog posts, and I had told friends and family about the race. So, to not make it all that way was incredibly disappointing and I’m still trying to process it even as I type this a week later.

Start Line!

For this race, my parents both flew up from North Carolina to help crew me. It was parents weekend at Bentley University, and try as they might to convince me to enjoy a normal parents weekend with them, I could not be swayed. We arrived at Camp Tevya around 8:00am on race morning and quickly unloaded our supplies from the car and found a spot close to the start line. The weather at the race was perfect and stayed in the mid-50s for most of the day. For this ultra, I had more supplies and more changes of clothes than I had for any previous ultra. We ended up setting up right across from Brian Butterfield, whom I had met at the TARC Fall Classic 50 Mile, a few weeks earlier. We talked for a few minutes before both going to our respective camps to finish setting up. Brian would go on to run an incredibly even paced race and take 2^nd Overall in the 100 Mile in 16:41.

Before I knew it, there were five minutes until the start and everyone began to line up. I ran a quick double check over my supplies to make sure I had everything. For this race, I would be carrying 200 calories of Tailwind with base salts and about 250 calories of chips and cookies. I would be able to refuel my bottle at each end of the course so I would be getting in about 700 calories for each loop. Finally, after some words from the incredible race directors, we were off and running.

I found myself going out quite a bit faster than previous ultras, even much shorter distances than my planned 100 miles. I felt like it was difficult to properly gauge my efforts at times during the first four miles of the out and back as it was pretty much razor flat. As a side note, the course traverses between Brookline and Milford, New Hampshire, with Milford serving as the turn-around point for each lap. Overall, I still really feel like I haven’t hit my full potential on trails. I haven’t been able to translate my marathon and half marathon speed as well as I would have liked, but I’m hoping it improves in future ultras. Maybe I just need to train harder? I rolled through the first few miles in about an 8:20 pace, making sure to keep my heart rate right around 150 beats per minute. I definitely like to run my own race, and I seldom, if ever, find myself running with anyone else for very long. This isn’t because I don’t like to talk with other runners, it's more because I find my pace a bit more cyclical than others. One minute, I judge that I’m putting too much effort in and slow down, and the next I find myself picking it right back up.

Power Line Aid Station: First Lap
Photo Credit: Jon McInerney

One thing that surprised me at this race was that there were quite a few road crossings. None of these, however, were ever a problem with cars, which was a relief. When I was running I always felt like there were two distinct “sections” of the course. The first part ended when we went by a road crossing and went down these big wooden steps on each lap. This section was much more technical and slower than the first part of the course. Towards the end of my race, I really felt like this was the area I was losing the most time at, especially the big hill around Mile 6 and Mile 9, which was rockier than I expected. By far the coolest part of each loop was going under the pipe tunnel a few minutes before hitting the mid-lap aid station. Even during daytime, the middle of the tunnel is still pitch black and cold! I hit the turnaround at the mid-aid station in 1:00:57. I tried to spend about under a minute here each lap, only stopping to refuel my bottle with Tailwind.

15 Miles Done!

A few minutes after I left the aid station, I was caught by Dima Feinhaus and we enjoyed several miles together. We talked about time goals for the race, and he told me that it was a long race and I shouldn’t really think about time goals for my first 100. I wish I had considered his advice a bit more carefully looking back on my race. I lost him after the hill on the course, but the great thing about Ghost Train is that it is an out and back course so you will see each person at least twice during a lap. It was also so uplifting, especially in later stages of the race, to constantly be around people, as everyone was always quick to offer words of encouragement no matter how much they were hurting themselves. Making my way back on the first loop, I was feeling pretty strong. I had decided as part of my racing strategy not to stop at the “mid- “mid” aid station, which was halfway between the start and the turnaround, in order to save some time. Another interesting part of the course is about a quarter mile stretch that is lined with carved pumpkins. I had heard from previous participants that they had been filled with scented candles in the past so I was interested to see how I would react to the smell later in the night after hours of running!

Finishing Lap One!
Photo Credit: David Metsky 

Finally, I hit the road section of the course, which only covers about the first and last quarter mile of each loop. The good thing about the set-up of the course is that at the end of each lap you have to run past your crew and the start line to a covered bridge just down the road, turn around and then run back through the timing mat to begin the next lap. This allowed me to yell out to my parents what I needed for each lap as I passed them and gave them about two minutes to prepare it for me so I didn’t waste valuable time trying to explain. I only stopped for about a minute and a half the first lap before going through the timing mat in 2:06:21 (8:23 Pace) in 9^th Overall.

The next stretch heading back to Milford was probably the best I felt all race; I even saw a 7:58 Mile in there at some point, which was probably just a touch fast. Another good thing about the out and back course was that I could generally gauge how far ahead I was from people running close by me, which was helpful in determining if I was gaining or losing ground. By now, everyone was fairly spread out and I didn’t have to really dodge any people like how I felt coming back from the first turnaround at 7.5. Probably my favorite people to see on the course each lap were the family with the two young kids who were also running! I was just so inspired by them being out there together and having the opportunity to participate in this awesome sport at such a young age, one of them was as young as 8. In fact, they were still going for at least 2-3 hours after I had finished and completed the 30 Mile event. Also, worth mentioning is that Ghost Train is special in the sense that there are no “DNF’s”, Did Not Finish, as the race allows you to complete as many 15 Mile laps as you can in a 30-hour time limit. As a result, there were people running 30 Miles, 45, 60, 75, 90, or 100+ Miles, meaning you never really knew what race people were running or if it would be the last time you would see them on the course. Speaking of the course, I hit the turnaround for the second time, Mile 22.5, in 3:07:45 for an 8:20 Pace.

Power Line Aid Station: Second Lap
Photo Credit: Jon McInerney

Heading back to Tevya for the second time was not kind to me. Maybe I went out to fast, or maybe I let the enormity of the task ahead of me get to me, but I found myself really struggling as early as 25 Miles. It’s difficult to shut off your brain when it tells you that you have already run a marathon today, yet you still have 73.8 Mile to go. My pace slipped considerably even though I did not feel all that tired. I did not feel great mentally when I hit Tevya for the second time. I probably spend about 3-4 minutes at my base camp this time, where I made sure I took in a slice of pizza and some water. I felt really stiff leaving camp, especially on my right leg, which was an early sign of future problems in the race. I hit 30 Miles in 7th Overall in 4:23:53 for an 8:47 Pace. I was off for my third loop.

End of Second Lap! 

I desperately needed to “reset” my body and head so I began to implement a nine-minute run and one-minute walk system. This helped tremendously as I was hitting splits that were faster than my last eight miles where I wasn’t walking at all. This system had me hitting just under ten-minute miles as I remember seeing a lot of miles in the 9:40-9:55 range. I was feeling much stronger than the last lap and rolled into Milford for the 3^rd time feeling pretty confident. I had moved into 4^th place and was in a pretty solid position overall. The only thing I felt like was really draining me was the hilly section of the course and I was ecstatic each time when I would climb up the big wooden stairs and enter the flatter part of the course. Coming into Tevya for the third time my parents remarked that I looked so much better than when I had come in for the second lap. I knew that I only had one more lap before I picked up my parents to help pace me from Miles 60-90. I hit 45 Miles in 4^th Overall in 6:57:00 for a 9:16 Pace. On a side, note I wanted to congratulate Patrick Caron for his course record in the 45 Mile race in which he ran a blistering 6:40 pace.

Power Line Aid Station: Third Lap
Photo Credit: Jon McInerney

I set off for my fourth lap with my headlamp, however, I choose to remain in a singlet and not put on any gloves, which was a huge mistake. It had been pretty warm during the day, but I had underestimated how quickly it would get cold. Probably not even two miles into this fourth lap and I suddenly just felt toast. My right leg had been giving me a lot of issues, especially in my hamstring area, over the last 15 Miles and it was only getting worse. I had been having an issue with my right leg in various areas during my training so it was definitely my fault that I didn’t take care of that by stretching, icing, or seeing a sports doctor. My pace, like the last lap, had continued to slip. I was still implementing the nine-minute run and one-minute walk, but already I was splitting about a minute a mile slower. I had also lost my appetite for the chips and cookies I had been eating the last eight hours and was only consuming my tailwind. When I came into Milford for the 4^th time I spent a few minutes extra at the aid station. I thought it was really odd that the table where I filled up my water bottle was suddenly moving, but then I realized it was just my head that was spinning.

End of Third Lap! 45 Miles in! 

I left the aid station at Milford knowing deep down that I probably was not going to be back. The sun was also now setting and I was getting cold. I had also spilled water all over the bottle handle and my hand was now freezing, which was definitely poor planning on my part. These last few miles saw me splitting mostly in the 12-13 minute miles despite the fact that I was solely running, having abandoned implementing my walking since my right leg was in so much pain. It was on this stretch back to Tevya that I was lapped by Alex Jinks who ran a ridiculous 8:05 Pace for 100 Miles to set a new course record in 13:29:19. I turned on my headlamp for the last hour of this race, wondering when Brian, whom I had a 20-minute lead on at one point, would also catch me. The answer to that question was right as we hit the road with about half a mile to go for the lap. He asked me how I was and I said not very well and that my right leg was in significant pain. He was nice enough to allow me to use his roller and to take one of his No-Doz if I wanted. He looked super strong when he went by me right before Mile 60 so I knew he was going to have a great rest of his race. When I passed my parents at the end of the fourth lap, I told them I was going to go through the lap timing mat and then come back to them. I knew what this probably meant for my race.  

Breakdown of Lap Splits 

In the end, I crossed the timing mat for the final time in 9:55:57, a 9:55 pace for 60 Miles. I had managed to win the 60 Mile race, but this didn’t really feel like much of a consolation prize at the time. I had wanted 100 Miles. The farthest I have ever run before was a 100k, or 62 Miles, so it was a strange emotion to feel so disappointed at “only” running 60 Miles. A lot (or all) of the issues that had plagued me during this race were my fault, from failing to make sure I was properly taking care of my body in training, to running without proper clothing for the fourth lap, to having my only “real” long training run be my 50 Miles at the TARC Fall Classic. The great thing about ultra-running though is that it is a live and learn sport. I know I will be back to Ghost Train and Camp Tevya, and I’ll be looking to go farther than this time. In the meantime, I have a doctor’s appointment scheduled for November 5^th to check out my leg, and I am taking a week or two off from running (goodbye 150-day running streak). If all goes well, I hope to see my fellow Trail Animals at the TARCkey Trot 6 Hour and the TARC Winter Fells 40 Miles in a few weeks!

Finally, I want to shoutout Chris Wristen, the man behind MassUltra, for the mention in the Ghost Train recap article! I really feel as I have joined a special community in the Trail Animals Running Club and I always look forward to all of their races. The race directors really know how to put on a great event, and the runners and volunteers always make it worth it to be out there on the trails. 

MassUltra Article
Credit: Chris Wristen

One last thought I want to leave with actually comes from one of about thirty paper plates that were nailed to the trees along the hilly part of the course. These quotes were all funny or inspirational, but only one really stuck with me: “Success is not final, and failure is not fatal.”

TARC Fall Classic 50 Mile Race Recap

It feels great to race an ultramarathon again! I want to start off by thanking the race directors, volunteers, and fellow runners for putting on an incredible event. Out of the four ultramarathons that I have run, three have been put on by the Trail Animals Running Club (TARC) and they have all been well organized, well executed, and the comradery among runners and volunteers just makes it a great experience.

I went into this race with high expectations given that I have been running about 70 Miles a week for the last two months and have been training specifically on trails. I knew I was in good shape as the week prior to the 50 Mile I ran the Wilmington Half Marathon in Wilmington, MA and finished in 1:19:31, despite losing almost a full minute on a missed turn.

Race Bib! Lucky #2182 

4:00 AM. Race Day. I slowly made my way out of bed and surveyed the gear and food I had laid out
the night before. Everything appeared to be in order. After a light breakfast, I headed down to the main campus to pick up Charlotte and Victoria, who had once again graciously agreed to help crew me for this race. I know college students who would still be awake at 4:00 AM on a Saturday morning, so the fact that they had agreed to help me out once again and get up hours before the sun rose on a Saturday was just really special. We set off for Carlisle, MA at around 4:45 AM and arrived at Great Brook Farm State Park right around 5:15 AM.
The TARC Fall Classic 50M features five laps traversing the trails of the mostly runnable State Park. I knew this course and I had run it before, but I was a bit nervous before the start of the race for a few reasons. Firstly, when I ran the 50k at the race last year I went off course twice on the first lap, losing over ten minutes and it was just demoralizing. I wasn’t in nearly as good of shape last year and it hurt losing those valuable minutes. Secondly, the competition, based on UltraSignup results, was supposed to be pretty strong. There were numerous runners who have run in the 14 -18-hour range for 100 Mile races. Finally, 50 Miles is a long race. It would be the second farthest I had ever run behind only my 100k.

6:00 AM. The race begins. I was smarter this year and actually bought a headlamp instead of just using the flashlight on my phone since the sun doesn’t rise until about 40 minutes into the race. I started the race in 4th place for the first few miles while I tried to settle into a rhythm. At about Mile 2, I was caught by another runner named Brian. We decided to stick together since we had around the same time goals and we would both be running Ghost Train in a few weeks. One thing about this race that was surprising to me was how fast runners started out the first lap. I know I can be guilty of the same thing, but I knew better than to try that the first five miles of a 50 Mile race. I was running in about 8th place by the time I was about an hour into the race, but 50 Miles is a long race, so I wasn’t worried yet. The best way I could think of to mentally handle each lap was to split it into thirds. The first third, was relatively flat and runnable fire trails until you reach the first aid station. The next third included mostly winding trails and my favorite section of the race where there is an open trail where you can see about a quarter mile ahead of you. The final third of the race, after passing the aid station for the second time, is the toughest. Three of the four major hills are in this section and it is also the most technical and difficult to run. Overall, I was feeling pretty strong by the time I reached the wide-open field the last half mile, which we would run around to reach the start line and aid station before beginning the next lap.

Loop One: 1:38:15 (9:49 Pace), 7th Place. Total Time: 1:38:15 (9:49 Pace)

20 Miles In!

I reached the end of the first lap in about 1:36 and only spent two minutes refueling, taking off a layer, and dropping off my headlamp. For fuel, I was carrying an 18oz bottle of water mixed with Nuun Performance, and eating snack bag with about 250 calories of cookies and potato chips that I could stuff into a pocket on my water bottle. I’m honestly not a huge fan at all of running ultras with energy gels or similar products as I really can’t stomach the taste and the sugary feeling. I would take real food any day, and it has never given me any problems. At the start of the second lap, I lost Brian, who I had been running with the entirety of the first lap. I wasn’t too sure if he had left the aid station before me and had gotten ahead or if I had left before. Now that I was warmed up and had dropped my extra layer I felt strong but wanted to be careful not to run too overzealously. The temperature was still relatively cool for this lap so I felt pretty relaxed. For the most part, I ran this loop by myself, but I did hang on with one of the top women running the 50k for almost an hour. I was passed by a few more people in the 50k, which I expected, but I did not see anyone from the 50 Mile outside of one person that I passed towards the middle of the lap. Finishing up the loop around the field, I still felt strong, which was a far cry from how I felt during this race last year, even though I was only running the 50k then. I reached the aid station, and stripped off my last top layer and began refueling. I was lucky to have my crew prepare my water and Nuun mixture beforehand each lap, and I already had assembled a snack pack the day before so I did a good job of getting out of the aid station fairly quickly. After this lap, I also ate a slice of pizza I had cooked the night before, and it was honestly one of the best decisions I made with my race fueling.

Loop Two:1:34:30 (9:27 Pace), 6th Place. Total Time: 3:12:45 (9:38 Pace)

Thinking about Pizza

Lap three and four are always big laps for me. I am generally a pretty strong finisher, so it's these 

middle laps that make or break my race, whether I let my pace slow or hang strong. I felt like I was making significant ground on some of the people ahead of me, and I passed another runner about four or five miles into this lap. I hit the halfway mark, 25 Miles, in about 3:59, which put me right under an eight-hour finishing time, although I knew I had no shot at that given the difficulty in negative or even splitting ultramarathons. Still, I felt good and was moving well. It was now getting much hotter than the previous two laps and I was definitely drinking my water faster than before. I probably should have stopped at the second aid station for more water on this lap, but I plowed ahead as I had another runner in the 50 Mile in my sights. I passed this runner going through the last technical section of the trail and opened up a bit of a gap over the last two miles. I came through to the aid station where my crew told me that I was about 15 minutes behind second place at this point. I once again refueled my bottle and had another slice of pizza, which was definitely my favorite part of completing each lap. My crew told me I looked pretty good and I actually felt pretty good too! 30 Miles down, 20 to go.

Loop Three: 1:40:10 (10:01 Pace), 4th Place. Total Time: 4:52:55 (9:46 Pace)

40 Miles Down, 10 to go!

Since I had stopped at the aid station for a bit longer than the guy I had just passed, I was back into fifth place for the next two miles before I passed him on a long winding hill. I had been power walking small sections of this incline on previous loops, but I did not want to show any weakness so I kept running and put on a permanent gap this time. By now, the temperature had reached the high 60s and low 70s and the sun was beating down, and I was honestly pretty uncomfortable. I knew this was going to be a tough lap, and I had told my crew to expect slower time than before. This lap was also the first time all race that I stopped at the aid stations and refueled my water bottle. I knew I needed the calories, but I was getting sick of eating and drinking. I finally spotted third place as I entered one of the only open sections of the course. She was about two minutes ahead and moving well, but I managed to catch up by Mile 37 when we both reached the aid station. I left before her and worked hard to increase the gap on the hills the last 3 miles. I actually came in a bit faster than I expected to for the fourth lap, which had surprised me as I felt like my pace had started to suffer. When I reached the aid station for the last time I took a final slice of pizza, refueled my bottle and sped off. My crew told me that 2nd place was 11 minutes ahead and appeared to be hurting. I felt much better and told my crew three simple words: “I’ve got this.”

Loop Four: 1:46:45 (10:40 Pace), 4th Place. Total Time: 6:37:40 (9:56 Pace)

Sprint Finish!

In actually, I did not quite “have it” but we will get to that shortly. I set out on my final lap on a 

mission. Just like my last ultra at the TARC Winter Fells 40 Mile, I was shocked at how good I felt. I was determined not to stop or slow down outside of at the aid stations. When I reached the first station I refueled my water bottle and asked about 2nd place, but much to my dismay they did not remember 2nd place coming through recently. I kept expecting to round corners and see them up ahead, and I definitely expected to be making progress by the time I reached the open part of the course, but there was nothing. Coming into the aid station for the last time, I refueled with just water as I was so sick of Nuun, and asked again about 2nd place one again. Still nothing, except that they “maybe” left a bit ago. I powered ahead, running up the steep inclines that I had previously walked or power hiked the prior four laps. I finally exited the trails and entered the flat stretch before the last lap around the field. Just as I entered the field, I finally saw her. 2nd place, who I had been chasing for the last 20 miles, was about 1:30 to 2:00 minutes ahead. Seeing 2nd place lit my adrenaline on fire. I sped up and I was closing rapidly; my watch was showing my pace at 5:40-5:45. I had closed the gap to about 20 seconds with less than a quarter mile to go, and I think she could sense it because she finally turned around. I knew then that it was over when she saw me. I closed hard down the stretch and finished 4 seconds behind. In the end, I had closed the last half mile of a 50 Mile race in 3:05! I finished in 3rd Overall with a final time of 8:15:56, or a 9:55 Pace. I spent a long time after the race thinking about where I could have cut off 4-5 seconds off of an eight-hour long race. Could I have left an aid station earlier? Did I really need to stop for water with only 3 miles left? In the end, I made peace with it. One of the scariest things about ultras, but also one of the best things, is that seconds can completely change your race. My entire race could have been different if I spent less time at an aid station or decided to forgo refilling my bottle.

Loop Five: 1:36:16 (9:37 Pace), 4th Place. Total Time: 8:15:56 (9:55 Pace)

Support Crew: Charlotte & Victoria 

Overall, I was really happy with my race. I ran pretty consistent by ultramarathon standards (1:36, 1:38, 1:40, 1:46, 1:38) as there was only a 10-minute split between my fastest and slowest laps. It always difficult to rationalize how you feel at the end of a race when you think about it the next day, but I definitely felt like I could have gone farther. Right now, I am entered into the Ghost Train Ultra in three weeks with the intention of running my first 100-mile race and I am really looking forward to it. Finally, I just want to again thank the race directors and all the volunteers for putting on a great event. None of this would have been possible either without the help of Charlotte and Victoria supporting me. I also want to congratulate Megan, the second-place finisher, who ran an amazing race to take over 35 minutes off the women’s course record. Results for the race can be found at: https://ultrasignup.com/results_event.aspx?did=52483#

Thank you to the Trail Animals Running Club (TARC) for a great race!